Today is the first time this year that I've sat in the garden and stared at the plants and into space as well. I wished while I was sitting out there that I had brought a radio with me. There's nothing quite like skipping around the bands in a quiet space. I luckily had a can of 'Mega Monster Energy' with me. I'm in a weird situation where I definitely need both the calories and the physical and mental boost.
With the cancer treatment now over I'm not doing so well. If I can stop the pain in my throat I can eat. If I can eat I can put on weight, I've lost a lot of weight. And if I can put on weight I can get back to some sort of normality that is until I try and eat anything and find it still tastes like crap.
My taste buds took one hell of a hammering so the whole eating experience is unappealing. That is why small pleasures like a sunny day to enjoy the garden is so important. It's supposed to be sunny tomorrow.
I'm packing a radio.
